I want:
- to be pregnant - - I am. Praise God, I am! 11 weeks today.
- to wear cute maternity clothes - - There isn't a need yet. I can still fit into my regular clothes. I will consider this a blessing for now.
- to go to bed each night with that slightly excited/slightly anxious "am I going to be good enough" feeling - - Oh boy. What a feeling this is. Just the other night I woke up in a panic about driving with the baby in the car. Excited and anxious doesn't begin to describe it.
- to be a mommy - - I will be...by Christmas. *tears*
- to look at my husband and tell him that he is going to be a daddy - - That was a good day. We were cautious after the first test...and the second...but once I went to the doctor, we knew. *love*
- cherries...as I've wanted them all day today - - no desire for cherries right now. Watermelon and oranges do the trick.
- to have a new hair do' (I will tomorrow, after 3pm) - - I've had my hair done a couple times since I posted. I need to touch up my pink. Maybe I'll do that tomorrow.
- a big juicy burger with avocado - - Yep, still sounds delicious. Better add avocado to my grocery list.
- a pedicure that I don't have to drive 45 minutes to get - - I just had a mani/pedi on Thursday. It was 45 minutes away from home, but only 5 minutes from work. My toes look pretty!
- to go back to that place where (almost one year ago) my life changed when I said "yes" - - Aww! I love that place. I love my husband so much. We went back to our place in February and loved every minute of it. He is such a huge blessing to me.
- to lose these last 18lbs - - Um...well...that didn't happen. They say I'm just going to gain weight now. Eek. That will be a struggle as I haven't seen the scales go up in over a year. I've put on 2-3 lbs already. I know that it is for a good reason...a great reason.
- to be warm - - Warm I am! It was 80* this week. Granted, it's only 50* and rainy today, but my bed is warm and that is where I'm snuggled up at the moment. Sleeping is my new favorite thing.
- to hug my little niece and nephew - - I just spent 10 days with these precious two. My heart was so full. I miss them and love them so much.
- to high five an old friend - - I never did high five that old friend, but I have hugged and laughed and cried with some greater old friends.
- my step-daughter to celebrate "20" tomorrow and know just how loved she really is - - I surely hope that this is the case.
- my sister to have a peaceful heart and as much excitement as I did when I had a few months to go - - My beautiful sister said "I do" 15 days ago. *love*
- my momma and daddy to have peaceful hearts knowing that their daughters are full of love and they done good - - I hope they never forget this. Ever.
- my husband to feel like the man that he is - amazing - - I will always want this. I will always want him to know how much I love him, cherish him, and appreciate him.
- to be hugged by Jesus - - One day. One day.
