I Want

I want:

• to be pregnant
• to wear cute maternity clothes
• to go to bed each night with that slightly excited/slightly anxious "am I going to be a good enough" feeling
• to be a mommy
• to look at my husband and tell him that he is going to be a daddy
• cherries...as I've wanted them all day today
• to have a new hair do' (I will tomorrow, after 3pm)
• a big juicy burger with avocado
• a pedicure that I don't have to drive 45 minutes to get
• to go back to that place where (almost one year ago) my life changed when I said "yes"
• to lose these last 18lbs
• to be warm
• to hug my little niece and nephew
• to high five an old friend
• my step-daughter to celebrate "20" tomorrow and know just how loved she really is
• my sister to have a peaceful heart and as much excitement as I did when I had a few months to go
• my momma and daddy to have peaceful hearts knowing that their daughters are full of love and they done good
• my husband to feel like the man that he is - amazing
• to be hugged by Jesus